billieeilish超话昨晚在美巡首站迈阿密演唱会上播放的独白短片, 以下是独白全文:
do you know me?
你们了解我吗?
do you really know me?
你们真的了解我吗?
you have opinions:
你们有很多看法:
about my opinions,
对我看法的看法、
about my music,
对我音乐的看法、
about my clothes,
对我服装的看法、
about my body.
对我身体的看法。
some people hate what i wear,
一些人讨厌我的穿着，
some people praise it;
一些人称赞它；
some people use it to shame others,
一些人拿它去羞辱他人，
some people use it to shame me.
一些人拿它来羞辱我。
but i feel you watching,
但我感觉的到你们注视的目光，
always,
自始至终，
and nothing i do goes unseen.
而没有一件事我真正能视而不见。
so while i feel your stares,
所以虽然我感觉到你们的视线、
your disapproval,
你们的否定声、
or your sigh of relief,
或是你们宽慰的叹息，
if i lived by them,
但如果我以此为生，
I'd never be able to move.
我将永远寸步难行。
would you like me to be smaller?
你们想要我更小巧些吗?
weaker?
更柔弱些?
softer?
更细腻些?
taller?
更高大些?
would you like me to be quiet?
还是想要我安静点?
do my shoulders provoke you?
我的肩膀刺激到你们了吗?
does my chest?
我的胸呢?
am i my stomach?
我是我的腹部吗?
my hips?
是我的臀部吗?
the body i was born with
我与生俱来的身体
is it not what you wanted?
它不是你们想要的吗?
if i wear what is comfortable,
如果我穿了舒适的衣服，
i am not a woman?
我就不是个女人?
if i shed the layers,
如果我脱去几件衣服，
I'm a slut?
我就是个荡妇吗?
though you've never seen my body,
尽管你们从未见过我的身体，
you still judge it,
你们依然对它评头论足，
and judge me for it.
还因为它来评判我。
why?
为什么？
we make assumptions about people
我们对人们做出种种设想
based on their size.
就基于他们的体型。
we decide who they are,
我们来决定他们的身份，
we decide what they're worth.
我们来决定他们的价值。
if i wear more,
如果我穿多点，
if i wear less,
如果我穿少点，
who decides what that makes me?
又是谁来决定那会对我有何影响?
what that means?
那意味着什么?
is my value based only on your perception?
我的价值仅仅是基于你们的见解吗?
or is your opinion of me not my responsibility?
或者是说你们对我的看法与我无关?​
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